Hi, My name is Ellie. I am 19 but I am extremely mature for my age. I am 5"2" petite 96lbs a full-time college student and am looking to explore the idea of being with another man. I have been with my fiance for over a year and we have been engaged for almost 3 months. He is the only person I have ever been with sexually. I would like to find a man who will be patient and go slow and hopefully help me explore my boundaries sexually before I get married. I am extremely shy and nervous to be doing this but I am determined to make this happen so please be gentle with me - at least at first. ;) Update: I have only had my account for a few days and am quickly learning that as a basic member I am not able to view full profiles or reply to messages that people send. I feel terrible as people have taken the time to write to me and I am only able to read the first sentence or so and can't reply back. Please be patient with me as I try to find a solution.