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"If this is all we're living for... Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore..."
Posted:Sep 16, 2017 10:18 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2017 7:35 pm
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"If this is all we're living for...
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore..."

Every time you make a move... I lose control and shiver... like a Coldplay song... only... I'm feeling every bit of you around me... embraced by the warmth of your touch... those soft continuous kisses... wait... just one kiss... a long, amorous one... would be enough... at least for starters...

I could go years living on these dreams... never lonely, even if by myself... till the ends of the earth... when I say I sleep well... I lie... I dream of you... is there too much of you in me... and too little of me left... how can that be...

I believe in luv at first sight... I believe, I believe, I believe... when the music stops... when the vinyl winds down... will there be me with you...

these lyrics are not what I expected them to be, when I fell in luv with this song... I wrote of my infatuation for Sofia Karlberg the first time I heard it... the original artist did not captivate me in the least... that's how it goes sometimes with me... like you... I need to find the right version... which version of you is for me... I keep searching... like a list of songs... by the original artist... by pretenders wanting to improve on the original... many are successful... because we let them... why not let me be with you... why not let it go... why not tell me it is so...

Perhaps, listening to these words... I go into a trance.. thinking of you... I dream about our eyes touching from a distance... looking into our souls... the heartbeat increasing it's tempo... heat rising around our erotic zones... you fight it... but, you can't deny it... it's there... you know it is... or you wouldn't keep cuming back like an Amy Winehouse song... that butterfly resting on the petals of my wants... but, not long enough to keep you...

I'll still write... some say for pleasure... I say for delight...

my soul waits for it's mate... please send me that version of you that is 'yes'...

read these words... then... listen to the song as only Sofia can sing it...

but, before you do... have my silhouette there... so that you can look into your destiny... relax... get into the easy going zone... no distractions... let the games begin...

"From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you
Now we're sleeping at the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees
So come on let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
And I'll be me
From throwing clothes across the floor
To teeth and claws and slamming doors at you
If this is all we're living for
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore
I used to recognize myself
It's funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away
So come on let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
And I'll be me
Trying to fit your hand inside of mine
When we know it just don't belong
There's no force on earth
Could make me feel right, no NOOO
Trying to push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide
So come on let it go Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
Everything's that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall
Forget about me
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
And I'll be me..." - Sofia Karlberg - "Let it Go" (James Bay cover)
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"Why don't you be you... and, I'll be me..." in an easy_going goddess fulfilled panacea... is that possible...

I'm not a mind reader... you'll have to respond... looking is for books and movies...

I want to be your Coca Cola... your real thing... your everything... give me a first... not a forever...
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"We only said goodbye with words... You go back to her And I go back to us..."
Posted:Sep 15, 2017 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2017 8:56 pm
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"We only said goodbye with words... You go back to her
And I go back to us..."

for you... in that far away place... where only my words reach you... trying desperately to penetrate that comfortable space... where you weave the stories that keep me cuming back for more...

much like this song... Oh... how I miss you Amy... such a sultry voice... a presentation on the stage... you could have been in my "sliding top 30"... I don't place them in a particular order... they are just there...

I don't wanna say my goodbyes to you or her... I wanna say "Good morning"... "Good night"... cum fuck me... and what not... other sweet nothings to you... and to you alone... remember... maybe... not forever... but... truly a first for us...

I wanna be able to say we had no time to regret... feeling any way you want...

just don't go back to black... go back to us... make us a part of you... I want in that circle of trust... I want those melonlicious breasts wrapped around me... dreaming of you... waking up to you... breathing you... tasting you... let all of my senses be released with you...

can we share moments of silence as well as moments of intimacy...

how about a good laugh... how about a good meal... how about whatever you want... just don't go crazy on me... I'm not a Heart song... and, I'm not a silly little Paul McCartney love song... my lyrics are inspired by you... for you...

you tease me with your presence... I'm the only one... I'm not a pretender... you have enough of those... they see you only thru eyes of lust... not eyes that can trust... not eyes without lies... for while I luv the eagles... I won't live those lyin' eyes with you... well... maybe a white one or two...

"We only said goodbye with words..." give me that chance... even if it is one in 3.5 billion... I'll take those odds... could we dance the night away... maybe... could we dance all not long... maybe...

Amy is like dust in the wind... reminding me of a Kansas song...
by herself... special... like that diamond in the rough that I am searching for... maybe, you could be my coal... whatever you wanted to be... for me...

would you want to hear the words... "I luv you much..." it would be enough for me... it would be enough for two... but, that's up to you...

don't go back to him... I would go back to ... us... if we could have an "us"...

"He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
I go back to us
I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow, and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside
We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to
We only said goodbye with words
I died..." - Amy Winehouse - "Back to Black"
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Let's leave no time to regret...
hmm...
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"Do you want it bad... Or are you just comfortable..."
Posted:Sep 14, 2017 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2017 6:45 am
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"Do you want it bad... Or are you just comfortable..."

sometimes we think we're walking on egg shells... don't want to say the wrong thing... don't want to hurt... trying hard to make it work...

but, the words cum out wrong.. it's like foreign countries trying to one-up each other... why can't we just get along...

do you believe in the words that you pen... or do they flow freely without a filter or a thought... did the great just become a bore... what happened to the peaks... those valleys aren't as much fun...

She said she was just interested in fun... and with us... it was great... perhaps, greater for me... 'cause I was still havin' fun...

"If you want something to play with... go and find yourself a toy..." that's what Aaron Neville said... what did that get him...

no one wants to show their hand... they want back-up... a hall pass... an escape route... it's easier that way... not so messy...

I tell you that I luv you... often... maybe, those words are over-used... hard to believe... do you want it bad... I want that first between us... all good things cum to those who wait... unless, they wait too long...

I can luv you... deep down inside... just past that virgin that still hides inside you... that part of your heart that clicks to an easy going beat... release that passion in a not so comfortable way... take me there... where you want to go...
in bed... thoughts of you... swirling around my head... and, I can't get over you...

and, so it is that lyrics can penetrate a soul...

"Laying here wrapped in white just trying to not fight again
Cause I’ve been holding on too long just to let it end
Ohh I must be walking on eggshells
Trying not to sell myself out
I bet that’s what she’s thinking
That’s when she said
That’s when she said

Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Yeah she said, baby do ya?
Or are you just comfortable?

Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Yeah she said, baby do ya?
Or are you just comfortable?

Trying my best to show appreciation
But all apologies are just a miscommunication
Now it’s like I’m walking on eggshells
Trying not to burn the hell out
It’s like pulling magic from my mouth
That’s when she said
That’s when she said

Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Yeah she said, baby do ya?
Or are you just comfortable?

Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Yeah she said, baby do ya?
Or are you just comfortable?

Could I ever do enough to make this coffee more than bitter water?
Could I ever do enough to make you wear this love not like a collar?
Could I ever do enough to make you feel the way you want to feel?
So the next time that you’re sad, tell me that…

Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Do you want it bad?
Yeah she said, baby do ya?
Or are you just comfortable?..." - Lauv - "Comfortable"
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The next time you're sad... tell me that you want me bad...
hmm...
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"I don't want to be your friend... I just want to be your lover..."
Posted:Sep 12, 2017 8:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2017 8:15 pm
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"I don't want to be your friend...
I just want to be your lover..."

This post is for you and only you... Not a friend... a butterfly, ready to spread her wings... to be my... one to share a first...

the lyrics captured here... intended to alter those thoughts... stop you in your tracks... re-trace those safe steps... re-think your heart... and, the wheels that spin those wants... those desires... those petals of that heavenly flower... like a drop of honey deposited on those lips... lips I long to kiss...

are all of your truths built on fragile fingers... drawing an already loveless life like castles in the sand... waiting for those waves to come crashing in... instead of embracing that hand that could be dealt... where you are the lucky one... you are the one gliding thru life... take that chance... spit into the wind... dare to take that leap... get swept off your feet...

lightning strikes in the distance... the bell sounds... wake up... give your hand... say word...

take a spin in the fast lane... sometimes the slow one... but, always one for two...

can you deny those thoughts... you wouldn't be licking those lips right now... if that were true... you wouldn't be wet right now...

the tempo... the subtle sounds... nothing rushed... nice and easy going...

one of my faves by this band... please give it a read... then, maybe a listen...

"I don't want to be your friend
I just want to be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table
Get swept under
Denial, denial

The infrastructure will collapse
Voltage spikes
Throw your keys in the bowl
Kiss your husband goodnight

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table
And get swept under

Denial, denial
Denial, denial
Your ears should be burning
Denial, denial
Your ears should be burning..." - Radiohead - "House of Cards"
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Let that guard down... open that mind... live the life you write about...
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"Piece by piece you undress me... Doesn't matter near or far or where we be..." Only for my dancers
Posted:Sep 11, 2017 8:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2017 6:36 am
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"Piece by piece you undress me...
Doesn't matter near or far or where we be..." -- Only for my dancers...

Oh... this one is only for my dancers that read me... you on the 4 x 4... dancin' on the flo... dollar bills rainin' on your skin... g for you g for me... 5" heels gliding thru my nostrils... pent up frustrations temporarily released...

corks popping to this "less than a 4 minute mile" tune... which fits the men's club in Dallas criteria... oh yeah... they only like short songs that get you hot...

and, these lyrics rock...

let me know how this one works out...

just came out this year... another first for you...

"this ain't desgner baby..." ... but you are...

can you set the mood... yes you can... with or without the music... but, with the Cohiba's aroma and the Crown drownin' out that desire... quenching that thirst... sweat cumin' down your face...

kinda like a Kim Cesarion song I shared with you awhile back... side to side... the way I want you...

or you want me... ride me like a Christopher Cross song...

take the lead... piece by piece...

if you like... smell the roses... and, if you don't like... it's ok...

you are designer... to me... you are everything... everything in it's right place like a Radiohead song... dropping from a Vanilla sky scene... Penelope or Cameron... both of you can be with me and this song... I won't stop you... cum to god's country... uninhibited...

I'm ready... a little scared... but, I'm up for it...

got my Crown and my cherry waitin' for you... waitin' for that dance...

wait for it...

"[Chorus: Gianni]
Piece by piece you undress me
Doesn't matter near or far or where we be
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby

[Verse 1: Kyle]
Keep on lock eyes across the room
You came with your friends I'm with the crew
If you riding then I'm riding too
Doesn't matter where we are cause I'm right here with you
Baby look what you started you know I'm on it ooh yeah
You say I'm your favorite artist I go the hardest ooh yeah
Cause you cant take the lead take it piece by piece
Yeah I got I got what you want and what you need ooh yeah

[Chorus: Gianni]
Piece by piece you undress me
Doesn't matter near or far or where we be
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby

[Verse 2: Kyle]
Girl you [turn the heat] up in the room
From the second that I saw your body
I'm a young Justin Timberlake
When I say I wanna rock your body
Drop top Mercedes
Know you do it on the daily
All I gotta do is say please
Damn
You can you can set the mood
I can set the vibe
Yeah
You got you got something new
Something that I like
Yeah
You can you can take the lead
Take it piece by piece
Yeah
I got I got what you want
And what you need

[Chorus: Gianni]
Piece by piece you undress me
Doesn't matter near or far or where we be
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer baby
Fuck that attire baby
This ain't designer no
This ain't designer baby
..." - Gianni & Kyle - "Designer"
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yes... I'm ready... are u...

"this ain't designer baby..." hmm...
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"If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you..." -- Thank you...
Posted:Sep 10, 2017 9:45 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2017 8:42 pm
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"If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you...
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me..."

-- Thank you...

Today... I write to you... not in lust or desire... no... there was, and will be time for that in the future...

Today... I write to thank you for sharing your intellect; compassion; personal thoughts; wit; and intros into firsts I'd not had on here in awhile (some... ever)...
"An inspiration is what you are to me"... unlike "Intrigued" that I wrote about the other day...

I leave you with these lyrics from a band better known for their 'Stairway to Heaven..." not the 'thank you' song that goes deep in painting a picture of reflection and understanding of who you are... no questions... no expectations... just the words...

"Happiness, no more be sad, happiness... I'm glad"... unlike others lyrics... no leaf is left unturned... by themselves they register emotions of peace and tranquility... not a religious experience... but, one that you know is shared on the other end... even, if it wasn't written... to write it... completes the thought...

I am not a writer... I borrow from others... re-arrange... emphasize this over that... and, try to understand before I can be understood... (well, a work in progress for the rest of my days...)...

Have a great Sunday...

"If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.

And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me..." - Led Zeppelin - "Thank You"
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"If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me..."

Thank you...
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"Lips, lips I kiss... Bite me while I taste your fingertips..."
Posted:Sep 9, 2017 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2017 9:49 am
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"Lips, lips I kiss... Bite me while I taste your fingertips..."

I thought about you... not in a way friends think about each other... but, in a way... that I... a passionate lover... from god's country... would think about you... from all that you have shared with me... one would think that those lips could be kissed... slowly... tenderly... as if they were melonlicious breasts... hmm...

you arouse me... just by being you... your words pierce my armor... trying to find that point of entry... however, my protective layer says: 'easy going will be safe..." you cannot be hurt... their masks are clouded in cyber space...

the mask I wear is one... like a Sting song you deal the cards as a meditation... always... knowing the answer to the questions I pose... but, is that the answer we... as one want...

Would you bite me... while I tasted your finger tips... would the lips I kiss be framed by your eyes or your hips... or both... would it matter...
would you smoke me broke... would you break my bed... I'm pretty much down for what you want (as long as you don't go crazy on me... just sayin'.

would you love me right... would we fuck for life... would we share moments of intimacy as the first that you want to be a part of... or, will you remain just the way you are... safe in your own 'nine inch nails' song "everyday is exactly the same."

If that were the case... you would have stopped reading long ago...

but, here you here... the talk of your body... being a perfect one for me... so... put it on me... I don't think it would take long with you... but, I could be wrong...

it might not be a four minute mile... but, it wouldn't last all night long... but, you'd wake up wanting to relive the dream... that would be converted into your sense memories forever...

bite that lip in anticipation.... be wet... touch yourself... it's ok... that could be the easy going way... we would cry together... or not at all... the pain would be a feel good one for both of us... one that you would want to feel again, and again, and again... you write about it enough...

So... can you give this one a read and a listen... maybe, you've heard it before... but, not with this foreplay... and, now your mind is ready to accept it...

"Bed, stay in bed
The feeling of your skin locked in my head
Smoke, smoke me broke
I don't care, I'm down for what you want
Day drunk into the night, wanna keep you here
'Cause you dry my tears
Yeah, summer loving and fights
How it is for us, and it's all because
Now if we're talking body
You got a perfect one, so put it on me
Swear it won't take you long
If you love me right
We fuck for life, on and on and on
Now if we're talking body
You got a perfect one, so put it on me
Swear it won't take you long
If you love me right
We fuck for life, on and on and on
Love can be love
Anything you want I'll give it up
Lips, lips I kiss
Bite me while I taste your fingertips
Day drunk into the night, wanna keep you here
'Cause you dry my tears
Yeah, summer loving and fights
How..." - Tove Lo - "Talking Body"
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Is it reality if it is written by one and felt by another reading it... or is it just your perception playing games with you...

hmm...
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It's the simple things that makes me wanna love ya, the way you talk to me like nothing else matters
Posted:Sep 8, 2017 8:16 pm
Last Updated:Sep 9, 2017 3:14 pm
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"It's the simple things that makes me wanna love ya
The way you talk to me like nothing else matters..."

If you are out there... and, I know that you are... you know that you are... "you knew then... and, still you did nothing..." you have a chance now to capture that one who claims to be easy... maybe... elusive to your touch... but... within reach... attainable... just needing to be shown the way...

I knew it when I looked in your eye... it could happen... the simple things make me wanna luv you... you write to me... as if I was the one... I was the chosen one... yes... you chose me... your body is about to move to the rhythm of this prose... like a rose with a petal picked off to rattle that peaceful state you are in... the time is now... you are intrigued... cum to me... I still believe in luv... I don't force it out... I'm just a simple man... but, next to you... I am the man...

give me what I crave... give me what I need... give me what you've been missing... wanting... writing about... it is easy... and, it is hard...

"Tell me... what you got to lose..." Absolutely nothing... but, time... because like an Ambrosia song... time waits for no one...

"There is something more than what I usually see... on this side... I'm intrigued by you... I'm intrigued by you..." you feel it too... the message has been transmitting like a beacon to an alien world... a heavenly creature... a goddess who wants to say... but, hesitates... she waits... she wonders... but, for how long... I am mortal... I am flawed... but, I am one... with you we become more than alone... we become lovers in luv... not forever... but, for that first that you long to be a part of...

If you can read English... or use a google translator toy... you use others for pleasure... why not use this prose to select the one that waits for you... it's as easy as "eenie, meenie, mynie, moe..." but, you have to act... oh... your head tilts as you read... you stop to ponder... is he writing to me... perhaps, he is... and, if so... am I the one... hmm...

"It's right here in your chest... (right here in your chest)" when you exhale... you touch yourself... admit it... you're thinking of me again... what is this man doing... how is he playing with my mind... I can't stop reading... I keep cuming back...

I let out a long, slow sigh... writing these last few words... read the lyrics if you dare... do you have the strength to go on... if so, give the song a listen... but, be careful... as, it may intrigue you... to do something you've been debating for quite some time...

"It's the simple things that makes me wanna love ya
The way you talk to me like nothing else matters
The way you flip your hair when you come to say hi
I'm already yours, you caught me by surprise
There is something more than physique and desire, oh yeah
It's not the clothes you wear (oh no no)
It's not the car you drive
It's not your nails, not your hair, not your hips I'm talking 'bout
It's right here in your chest (right here in your chest)
Beneath your beautiful dress (beneath your beautiful dress)
It's the love for yourself (it's the love for yourself)
You're the one I can tell (you're the one I can tell)
There is something more
Something more
Than what I used to see
Than what I used to see
There is something more
There's something more to you
Than what I usually see
On the side, on the side
I'm intrigued by you
I'm intrigued by you
There's something more to you (something more to you)
I'm intrigued by you
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I stopped believing in love
So I've been forcing it out
Said I been living a lie
I knew it when I looked in your eyes
I'm the king of the world when you stand by my side
Can we fill the tank up and drive through the night?
I've been saving up, I don't wanna waste time
Leave it all behind, put it all on the line, oh
Can you give me one more night?
'Cause I'm 'bout to make this right
Tell me what you got to lose
You're intrigued, you know it's true
And we can see another day
With no more lies and no mistakes
Don't let the devil talk you through
There is something more
Something more
Than what I usually see
Than what I usually see
There is something more
There's something more to you
Than what I usually see
On the side, on the side
I'm intrigued by you
I'm intrigued by you (intrigued by you)
There's something more to you (something more to you)
I'm intrigued by you
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh..." - Nico & Vinz - "Intrigued"
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"There's something more to you
Than what I usually see..."

hmm...
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"You know the physical is all we've got left... 'Cause the only time you see me is in the dark..."
Posted:Sep 7, 2017 9:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2017 6:22 am
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"You know the physical is all we've got left... 'Cause the only time you see me is in the dark..."

maybe, that is what I'm looking for... that physical satisfying chain being pulled... over and over again... I'd be ok with seeing you.. let alone... in the dark... I could luv u in the daytime... I could luv u in the nighttime...

Let me jump into your world of "maybe"... let me be the key to your ignition... the tip of the spear... my shadow eclipsing your moon... you're sweat dripping on me... eyes locked together... in the dark... that would be ok...

I don't care about failing a test... I'd rather lose at love than never to have tasted you at all... never to have

" You're feeling like we're failing the test... Our fading dream is breaking your heart
You know the physical is all we've got left... 'Cause the only time you see me is in the dark..." I luv this...

Has this ever happened to you... do you hold onto those intimate moments... cling to them as you cling to him for dear life... for fear that it is ending... and, you're not ready...

you want it to go on forever... that passion is there... but, the rest is missing... there's nothing bonding you together... no common interests... always uncomfortable silence...

you remember... like a "Deadmau5" song... how it was in the beginning... fast and furious... "A never ending story" featuring you and me... forever... except there's no more you... only me...

I still want to pretend...

and, these words bring it home... don't they...

"I'm feeling like a hole in your head
Like the last thing in the world that you need
Time to go but we hold on instead
Close our eyes and we make believe

It's hard, hard to fake it baby
Hard to endure it baby
This don't feel like love anymore
Hard, hard to take it baby
Hard, hard to face it baby
It's getting harder to ignore

But it's easier in bed
Easier in bed
At nighttime we pretend
'Cause it's easier in bed

You're feeling like we're failing the test
Our fading dream is breaking your heart
You know the physical is all we've got left
'Cause the only time you see me is in the dark

And it's hard, hard to fake it baby
Hard to endure it baby
This don't feel like love anymore
Hard, hard to take it baby
Hard, hard to face it baby
It's getting harder to ignore

But it's easier in bed
Easier in bed
At nighttime we pretend
It's easier in bed

It's easier in bed
Easier in bed
At nighttime we pretend
It's easier in bed..." - Emeli Sandé - "Easier in Bed"
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Are you pretending... hoping... dreaming... it's easier in bed...

hmm...
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"I'm tongue tied, nothing to say... Baby, you were timeless, loving you was priceless..."
Posted:Sep 6, 2017 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2017 7:38 pm
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"I'm tongue tied, nothing to say... Baby, you were timeless, loving you was priceless..."

Yes... you were timeless... that's how much I luved you... because I valued every moment we spent together...

But, for me to be tongue tied... I'd have to be on one set of your lips... that's the only way... that's happening... you know it from reading my words... It was hard for my to tie their shoes... that's why I got them velcro...

Oh... my little pretties... it has been too long since I've shared lyrics from this band... I thought of you today... this one is for you...

"cum to me in sum kinda way...
cum down to god's country...
don't make me pray..."

this song... makes me think about you...

"Glistening skin like you're soaking wet
No, I haven't stopped hoping yet..."

I feel like licking your body... nice & slow... the easy going way... maybe, with a little edible cherry massage oil... maybe, heat it up a little... I don't know... I'm just getting horny thinking about you with this song on re-wind...

I will I could write lyrics like this...

" And I kissed your neck where the sweat, it dried
Your salty skin a perfect white..."

""[Verse 1]
I'm tongue tied, nothing to say
I guess we'll do it your way
I'm speechless in a state of decay
Don't think I'll last another day
Baby, you were timeless, loving you was priceless
In every single way
Baby, your defiance's enough to keep me silenced

[Pre-Chorus]
And I got a glimpse of the other side
Show me where your love resides
But you won't let me in, but you won't let me in
And I kissed your neck where the sweat, it dried
Your salty skin a perfect white
But you won't let me in, but you won't let me in

[Chorus]
It's the sound from my heart breaking
You just keep on taking till there's nothing left
Well I have spent all of my time and all of my days
Tryna win your love or a reason to stay
With either fighting or living in silence

[Verse 2]
Glistening skin like you're soaking wet
No, I haven't stopped hoping yet
And my love runs deep inside your bones
You said, "I'm sorry," again, then you let me go

[Pre-Chorus]
Got a glimpse of the other side
Show me where your love resides
But you won't let me in, but you won't let me in
And I kissed your neck where the sweat, it dried
Your salty skin a perfect white
But you won't let me in, but you won't let me in

[Chorus]
It's the sound from my heart breaking
You just keep on taking till there's nothing left
Well I have spent all of my time and all of my days
Tryna win your love or a reason to stay
With either fighting or living in silence

[Chorus]
It's the sound from my heart breaking
You just keep on taking till there's nothing left
Well I have spent all of my time and all of my days
Tryna win your love or a reason to stay
With either fighting or living in silence..." - Tender - "Silence"
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I only like the making up sex when this happens...

hmm...
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"Throat coarse burnt by pain of our hearts... So, I'll save the kiss that was bittersweet ..."
Posted:Sep 5, 2017 8:58 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2017 6:41 am
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"Throat coarse burnt by pain of our hearts... So, I'll save the kiss that was bittersweet ..."

I don't like writing this post... because I feel that it could happen should our paths cross...

In this cyberspace world I am safe... my heart will not pain... my dreams full of fantasies with you...

I can write about you to my heart's content... No worries of scar creation... of missed phone calls... messages unanswered... eyes wavering... precious moments gone... no more firsts for us...

Are we doomed from the start... then, let's not start... let's keep that undamaged distance... the free flow of words from could-be-... would-be-lovers... who do not seek the icy ending of a Titanic... water gone cold... one from Jane Austen or Nicholas Sparks either...

can't it just be a an "easy going" let down... as the "easy going" beginning that it started as... two souls reading each other... tasting each other's words... craving what you haven't woken up dreaming of... yet...

the void... that feeling of alone... you know the journey began like a WillieWonka adventure... nice treats... delicious chocolates and oompa loompas... but, no " je ne sais quoi..." just that open door to "next"... that painful choice... the only one left... be kind... be gentle with the "not hello"... with the "not till next time"... with the "not... call you later..." and so many more "nots"

sometimes you dream of your lover... thinking of those feelings... those orgasms... the lips... the soft kisses... dancing in the sheets... sharing that sweat and luvin' it... only... after the luv has gone... the next episode starts on the 52" screen... and you're not in it...

the lyrics on this one move me... I think many who read these words will do it as a first... I only ask that you look at my profile silhouette from time to time as you read them... think of this "easy going" lover... if only for a few minutes of your precious, heavenly creature measured-time...

"You said it was doomed from the start
but I've got a stock pile of remedies
Tied down and left in the dark
but I still see what you really need
Promise me you'll dry my tears
clear my chest of wounds that heal
Please forgive what made us ill....

Say you want me to hear but why you gotta be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are but..
Say you love when I'm here but then you go and be men to me
And scream you have to be free from me
When you know you are and you are boy...

Throat coarse burnt by pain of our hearts
so I'll save the kiss that was bittersweet
Cold smiles for us one final laugh
so I'll grasp the echoes of your sympathy
Promise me you'll dry my tears
clear my chest of wounds that heal
Please forgive what made us ill

Say you want me to hear but why you gotta be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are but..
Say you love when I'm here but then you go and be mean to me
And scream you have to be free from me
When you know you are and you are

Say you want me to hear but why you gotta be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are but..
Say you love when I'm here but then you go and be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are boy..." - Delilah - "Mean to Me"
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"When you know you are... and you are... and, scream you wanna be free from me..." not...

hmm...
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"So fine, so young... tell me I'm the only one..."
Posted:Sep 4, 2017 12:34 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2017 5:23 am
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"So fine, so young... tell me I'm the only one..."

Two melonlicious babes... creatures of the night... goddesses... heavenly beauties that see me... I see you... take me on that journey... in California... I'm willing too...

"You gotta shake it baby
You gotta shake it baby
You gotta shake it..." yes... for me... for the one who is paying for the lie... for the dream where time has passed you by...

I want to feel those Santa Ana winds... like they might have been felt years ago... another last hurrah... for me...

"Well I should know by now
That it's just a spasm
Like a Sunday in T.J.
That it's cheap but it's not free
That I'm not what I used to be
And that love's not a game for three..." words so true... the fire re-kindled in these briefest of moments... that want to be relived... that yearn to see that youth of yesteryears...

well... still reminiscing...

give these a listen... jump into that perception that is my reality... if you dare...
will you be from Babylon for a first...

"Drive west on Sunset
To the sea
Turn that jungle music down
Just until we're out of town
This is no one night stand
It's a real occasion
Close your eyes and you'll be there
It's everything they say
The end of a perfect day
Distant lights from across the bay
Babylon sisters shake it
Babylon sisters shake it
So fine so young
Tell me I'm the only one

Here come those Santa Ana winds again

We'll jog with show folk on the sand
Drink kirschwasser from a shell
San Francisco show and tell
Well I should know by now
That it's just a spasm
Like a Sunday in T.J.
That it's cheap but it's not free
That I'm not what I used to be
And that love's not a game for three

Babylon sisters shake it
Babylon sisters shake it
So fine so young
Tell me I'm the only one

My friends say no don't go
For that cotton candy
you're playing with fire
The will live and learn
As he watches his bridges burn
From the point of no return

Babylon sisters shake it
Babylon sisters shake it
So fine so young
Tell me I'm the only one…” - Steely Dan - "Babylon Sisters"
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"So fine... so young... tell me I'm the only one"...

Maybe, on a trip to San Diego next February or March, I'll be told that... once... or twice...

lie to me please... that would be so nice...

hmm...
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"No we got nothing in common. No we can't talk at all. Please take me along. When you slide on down"
Posted:Sep 4, 2017 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2017 10:01 am
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"No we got nothing in common... No we can't talk at all
Please take me along... When you slide on down..."

Hey nineteen... we got nothin' in common...

Aretha was the queen of soul... she still is, in my mind...

can we possibly dance together...

can we find something to liven up the day...

is there a chance you will take me there... as you ride me down...

can the expanse that exists between our experiences be made up only dancing in the sheets... is that possible...

The liquid infusion... the aromatic pleasures... the mind altering elements... are they enough to make this night a wonderful thing... hmm... me thinks not... it could still qualify as a first... it would have to, if I'm involved... just sayin'...

"where the hell am I..."

"I've been seduced by those much older than me... and by some a little younger... dreams played but a small part in those interludes... a dulling of the senses was our truth..." (another ism from easy going)...

carnal pleasures came and went... but, did the everlasting... last... that bunny is still clanging...

some think me crazy... comes with the years... like another Steely Dan song... but, this is not that one... this is the one... that focuses on youth...

oh my hates it when I say "Youth is wasted on the young..." How she rolls those eyes... and flicks that hair... she did that yesterday... as I asked her if she could call Hannah Reid (of London Grammar fame) 'mom' or 'mommy'... where there is a will... there is a way... easy going always says...

just reminiscing with this one... please don't read too much into it... I haven't...

"Way back when
In Sixty-seven
I was the dandy
Of Gamma Chi
Sweet things from Boston
So young and willing
Moved down to Scarsdale
Where the hell am I
Hey Nineteen
No we can't dance together
No we can't talk at all
Please take me along
When you slide on down

Hey Nineteen
That's 'Retha Franklin
She don't remember
The Queen of Soul
It's hard times befallen
The Soul Survivors
She thinks I'm crazy
But I'm just growing old

Hey Nineteen
No we got nothing in common
No we can't talk at all
Please take me along
When you slide on down

Nice
Sure looks good
Mmm-mmm-mmm
Skate a little lower now

The Cuervo Gold
The fine Colombian
Make tonight a wonderful thing

The Cuervo Gold
The fine Colombian
Make tonight a wonderful thing

The Cuervo Gold
The fine Colombian
Make tonight a wonderful thing

No we can't dance together
No we can't talk at all…” - Steely Dan - "Hey Nineteen"
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This classic... the beat... the words... will you be mine... even if we are miles, memories & lifetimes apart...

I think we can... but, only thru a shared vision... bodies gliding towards the same ocean... I could dive into you...

hmm...
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